Sad Bad Love Story Part I (When I Growing Up)

I do not know what happened to the love story that I experienced.

all men who ever came to me always made me feel down and no longer wish to start with a new love. because I know they will only make a messy love story. 

I once dated a friend of my organization on campus. only runs a few days, after that, the END. because I feel uncomfortable when it came to dating in secret. He also once dated my friend.  very very uncomfortable indeed. because I never stopped to talk among my friends the other.

some of them support me, but many more of them are talking about me. They blame because i had taken him from my friend. we never know who will come in our hearts. and will fall in love with anyone. They should not entirely blame me. I really love him. But he left me. and that makes me sad because he left me at the end of the year. and you know how it feels? It soo painful. It feel so hurt. He did not invite me to speak a few days. No message, no say hello, nothing it all. 

But this is life. we never know what happens tomorrow. good or bad, we can only accept it.